|Gina Juarez on her 25th.|
The time I am about to graduate in my elementary, instead of getting the top rank and be awarded as valedictorian, I wasn't. It was not because I did not do well, but unfortunately it was because my teacher had a personal conflict with my family. After we knew that fact that we can't changed, we were all frustrated. Mom couldn't believe that, after all these years I won't be awarded first because of points difference just because they aren't in good terms. Imagine how my mom was affected.
It was hard for, especially for my mom to accept what just had happened. They diverted my attention to something nice just to be relieved. Inside me was feeling heavy and insulted. I knew and told my self I should have not be treated that way.
Months later, when I needed to enroll in high school, we firmly decided to enroll in public school that offers special science classes. It took me a while to pass the exam and finish the process. After the elementary trauma, I had a promise on my self that I will never allow anyone put me down and take advantage of me, again.
I gave my self a lot pressure and always wanted to do the best. I made my self stronger for any upcoming dilemma that may arise. Again, it wasn't easy. It was really hard for me to prove my self and regain and re-boost just to show everybody that we don't like to play games. What we had in our minds was just to ignore it and make them loose by witnessing what might I do and what will I make happen in the future.
|"Have faith on your self and get what you believe in." GJuarez|
At my young age, many fellows made hard-to-believe stories about me which me my self even can't. I had so much pain in my heart. Always telling my self that one day, all these pain will fly away. I knew in my self I am strong and o one is there to help but my self. I can't believe until now, I was that strong.
I graduated high school with a happy soul despite of all things I call "I-don't-care-they-coz-don't-feed-me-troubles."
I was on my way to enroll my self in college after finding scholarships which will party support my education. Went to a point that I don't know what course to choose, because again, we, my family can't afford private schools and even if I choose what I like, will tell me to choose another so we somehow can.
I took exams in many different schools, however didn't make it. Maybe not because I didn't pass, but I was really on hanging stage and disbelieving my self waiting for my family to tell me what to take. And yes, it happened. My guardians took the decision of what will I take.
I took a course chosen by my guardian and I like it anyway. I wasn't that kind of child who will waste money, always party, get a boyfriend and misbehave just because I don't like what I have been started. It was because I truly understand we don't have money to pay my school tuition fees and again I have to do well in school, find means to survive and just have fun. In school, normal as I am, I got a lot of lovely caring friends who are always there to support me. I was able to show what I've got and made my parents proud as much as I can.
My story isn't new. There are more interesting stories than mine. But I'm here, just happy to share that I got and developed a skill of being a proactive person that only a few can master.
I had so many hardships in life which I can no longer elaborate. But still lucky because, though I grew up in a not-so-good environment, I was able to carry my self tall and somehow show all the people who believed in me that I am well. I am thankful and currently, aggressively taking the tricky road map going to all my dreams.
As of now, I cannot consider my self successful yet. I will. At the moment, I am in the process of getting them. I have a lot of dreams in my life. And I make sure I smartly measure them. I am thankful to all the people who mentored me when it comes to financial literacy and life advises. I am truly happy of what I am today and what I have today, and will continue to soar high.
In the next 10 years, I will have a very successful career in the field of Network Marketing and Business, I will have a beautiful house with an infinity pool that everybody will adore, numerous buddy cars, and travel around the world without worrying about my income even I am away. I will get to master all the positive traits a person must-have and just enjoy life. I will bring my family to each and every place they wanted to go. Have a wonderful family on my own!
These things are not just dreams but a picture of who I will be the future!
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Feb 15, 2018 | Mood: Sad and Strong